3 more hours and 2011 is down

has been such a long time since i last blogged
so much of thoughts, so much of happenings
i guess writing it down will not even release my feelings
what says u?
unlike 1-2years ago, life was still bored, uncertain, no companion, too free, till i thought blogging will cut down some of the sadness or loneliness
what actually changed?
job
house
from Liow, i actually changed to Gazel
and from Damansara perdana, to Damansara uptown
shifted house recently, as well
nothing much worth mentioning regarding the new job, i guess nothing too happy or fun or good about
nothing much worth mentioning regarding the new house as well, i guess i grew up
nothing too excited, nor happy about
still, im a clp student
a student who is still not willing to take it up and not willing to study after a year of being degil
what to do? i just HATE books and exams
relationship?
simple and straightforward
family?
lotsa things remained and of course some thing has changed ... distance getting further ... topics getting lesser
and we all know that, silence is the best , to prevent all the problem and issues

new year resolution?
i dont know
1 thing in my head now is only---- My work
always, i just want to have a best shot in my job, i wanna perform, i wanna learn, grow, and stand at the top position sooner or later
studies? clp? brickfields? Nahhhhhhhhh!
yea, one more,
to forget all the things happened in the past, all the good, bad or unrelated person
pls, go off from my mind, pls do not just appear in my mind in the late midnight all in a sudden
you dont worth it
pls, let me delete all the past ~~

Good year ahead everyone ...
God, only if you can hear my prayer, pls take away my clp exam, my hot temper, my past bad memories, my jealousy...pls give good health,prosperity, happiness and successfulness to all that i love, and pls, dont let Dec 2012 be the end of the world

Thank you ~!