i used to busy with ma work in past 2 summer holidays
and now, i miss the little law firm of uncle patrick's
and i miss my little chldren of more than 100 of them...
they are so cute...praying hard that they are all doing fine here..with some of them going to take upsr soon and some in form 1 already now
yet,
this 2010 summer holiday seemed to be a quite meaningful 1 at first, but not now
i tried my vr best to come back for some reasons
yet, it turned out to be spoiling everything...just everything
it somehow made me regret of coming back here
as it actually screwed up everything...just everything
all the dreams turned out to be meaningless from now on
without someone bside
still, im busy meeting up with my babes and buddies
im quite happy that my life is full of lovely friends around
who will concern about me when things happen
thx to ken, william, xian, shi, ching and of course my cutie sister,
to concern and give me support when they knew tht im hurt
somehow i miss elmo heng(yes i really save his contact name as this, with his real name infront XD), one of the few special frens of mine, who will nvr concern about me like previously anymore
but its really ok..this is life
not only him, it applies to everyone
no matter how much u love or concern about somebody, u cant expect anything back from them..
this is something i learned in this few years time,
and i experienced it again recently
anyhow im happy to love all of them, even im not loved back by some of them ^^
to love, is another type of happiness, which i enjoy and appreciate it vr much :)
it somehow, proving to me that who are the real friends of mine
no matter its worth or not, i ll still love them with all my heart
just remember, whenever you need somebody's help or care or anything,
i will for sure be here for u ..... any of the special *you*
